Poem of the day. Susan Rich
Shadowbox
That night the air stank, the stars obscured behind wild horses
of clouds. I walked on cobblestones on the edge of something
I could not name: new land of unalterable decisions
like a retinue of assassins coming right for me, who kept coming
in a bad dream that dissolved like a black-and-white movie, the dark
mouth enveloping the entire screen. The End. Then the aftermath
like a heroin addict waking up in the overgrowth of a river path,
no longer young. There are nights that pummel your life, chart
an alternate course unasked for and colorless—the way it was
the first time you encountered the one ready to eat out your heart—
an innocent remark—a joke about ocelots or the weeds of purple carrots.
That night I was caught in a before and after, an unsayable horror film
of half-lives as we hipswayed and grunted along the Seine.
When someone passed us, their teeth shone like those of a vampire
happy with the waste of the world. Ready to drink it in. My body
was four months pregnant, crossing over to a nightmared path
of no return. But isn’t this the truth of every moment?
To revise our lives into the I belong—to this tribe of the unreliable
narrators, luminous in our stories and in our squalor.
To know more about our poetry project, check our dedicated page on the ProMosaik website ProMosaik Poetry Page.
In the following you can download our newsletter about the last poetry projects we did in German, English, Italian, French, Greek, Russian and Turkish.
